I love when the 40 year old lady who cuts my hair tells me I need to get out & live on my own, be my own person before I settle down. Need to figure out how to not rely on anyone.
It's sad when being lonely is bad, but so is relying on other people.
It's not good to be alone. Even when I most struggle with my independent streak, in the deepest depths of my inner self I really don't want to be too alone & self-reliant. It's good for a time but is short lived.
Went to a She & Him concert yesterday.
FREE.
Not a whole lot of better sentences than free she & him concert.
Free she & him concert in the city.
Free she & him concert in the city with friends.
It doesn't get much better.
I am a huge fan of she & him, their music just makes me want to bop around & sing loud & drive barefoot. Run screaming through some field or something.
Mostly bop around though.
[look them up!!]
This particular concert happened to have all of the unique people that you happen to pass on the street in one location. Seriously. Everyone that I have ever passed & said: "Wow, that is a neat looking person." They were all gathered together.
Funny thing when all of those people stand together.
Everyone looks fairly typical.
[similar to the show at the metro, but 10x more.]
Days are numbered until I leave for camp.
I am all of anxious/hesitant as well as excited/impatient. Prayerful & hopeful too. Hopeful but objective? Realistic? We'll see.
However: packing is currently nearly non-existent. Tomorrow I will do all final laundry & that should give me a good drop kick into it. Maybe.
Last day of work was last week. It was actually pretty sad. I am really going to miss the fellow baristas/customers SO MUCH. I feel bad missing out on their summers. I'm so used to talking to them almost every day, I'm so connected to a lovely small group of commuters. Every morning I have the opportunity to wish them well, which is a surprisingly wonderful task to fulfill. My two favorite customers are an old couple, Bill & Dee, and they gave me hugs before I left & told me they loved me. Just the sweetest old couple.
I just looked at the clock. 10:30??
I was supposed to go to bed early tonight. Drat. Still need to bag up my laundry.
Suppose that's it for tonight, then. Sleep well. :]] Be grateful you are not here because my dog is farting up a storm. It is extremely pungent, I am unable to breath.
