fifty.seven.

i think it's funny when people use an asterisk as a vowel in a four-letter word.
because that makes it so much better
& less like a four-letter word.
good one. way to keep it clean.

today i raked leaves for three hours. it started hailing and raining a little, that was fun.
usually i enjoy raking leaves
because there is the payoff of a huge pile to jump into afterwards.
however, the leaves were wet and sticky
and no longer smelled fantastic.
soooo... we didn't jump in the leaves.
we just raked them into neat piles on the side of the road.
our yard looks so barren now.

i lovelovelove days at home.
i cleaned my room! and halfway made my bed. and i found an old hat that i'd made [it's yellow]. and kit kittredge: story of an american girl is playing at precisely 8:00 on our television and i'm and just wriggling with excitement. also, i think we are having spaghetti for dinner, so it's just looking to be super fantastic. ALSO, i played the piano today, and wondered at why i ever quit because i really do enjoy it. i learned the first part of "mad world." i did. i might dance to that song for my modern dance final because it's just super to dance to.
although, now that i think of it, it's probably more fun to play the piano when i don't have to. that's probably why i quit. i just don't love it enough to be forced to play it.

i feel like a lot of people have been asking me lately what i'm going to do with my future.
i hate to disappoint, because i don't have any grand plans. just simple ones, ones that don't require a career and years and years of school and transferring and all of that.
i should start making things up.