9.17.2013

two hundred. forty.

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The constant darkness began to absorb her, at first. It wasn't just behind her eyes; it was seeping into her pores. The darkness was eating her so that there was less of her than when she had begun. The saturation of darkness meant the absence of Maia.
 Down by the lake she’d find delicate fish bones or pieces of driftwood with her fingers and imagine them sun-bleached and refined by the water. She would wish in desperate moments to shrivel there, to lend her bones to this landscape and be bleached and refined. Because that’s what light felt like – smooth.
The darkness was clumsy, was rough around the edges.

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Everyone knew light. Everyone was created for and into the light. The light was certain and straightforward.
We are shaped by it and pattern our lives after it, our waking and sleeping and eating.

There was no rhythm to darkness. It was tumbling and fumbling and graceless. 

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