thirty.four.

none of these are for you.
[let's go down to beautiful. so alive when i'm with you.]

[don't be a rooper, rooper...]

[i came along. i wrote a song for you. and all the things you do. and it was called yellow.]

[long to say this in your ear, i'll love you that way.]

[in a bullet-proof vest, with the windows all closed...]

[one thing i ask and i will seek]

[i like your sundress. what about the girl with loneliness?]

[ch-ch-ch-changes...]

[cold. cold water. surrounds me now. and i can't let go of your hand.]
all of these are for you.

i just had to clarify. sometimes people read this and think i'm writing for them.
now you know that...
i'm a walking contradiction [?]
with an obsession for melodramatic song lyrics.
or perhaps mentally insane.

hi.
i think it would be alright.
what do you think?

i wish i could be one hundred percent straightforward with you.
skip the mystery and complexity.
i really do long for simplicity, yet sometimes i find myself leaning towards the complicated.
to write simply. to live simply. to love simply. to trust simply. to hope simply.
simply. sincerely.
however:
straightforwardness occasionally equals too much talking.
some things are better left unsaid.
[so i use brackets. ha.]
i need to find that delicate balance.
simple + straightforward + sincere = sure success.

i'm very much enjoying the new ipod, despite the difficulties i've encountered.
at least i have music.
that's all that really matters.

well. i bought some shorts. this is good news.
however, funding for ireland has decreased considerably, what with shorts and gas for cars and that cinnabun.

today is my father's birthday. he is 42.
happy happy birthday.

today i gave a speech on my Aunt Noelle.
i loathe speech-giving.

o... dash it all. i need a haircut. snip snip. i don't know how short i'll go.

talked to Kayla! on the phone.
it was veryvery nice.
and long overdue.

jazz class in 1/2 hour.
ballet + jazz + choreographing = fitness results.
hallelujah.
this is motivating.

(Hello Goodbye) I don't know why you say goodbye, I say hello
(Hello Goodbye Hello Goodbye) hello hello

things have been surprisingly good. better, even.
it's much better.

(Hello Goodbye) I don't know why you say goodbye
(Hello Goodbye) I say goodbye.

-christina